Call me a hopeless sentimental romantic, but I can’t get over the childish notion that there is nothing more blissful than falling head over heels in love, even if it is with someone you barely know. Even when you know it could be unrequited. It is a bitter sweet sickness and I wouldn’t want it another way. You spend your whole day hoping to see if the universe gives you a sign that she might be remotely interested in you. A “like” on a facebook picture, or a wish when your phone vibrates that it's her message, or a hope to catch a glimpse of her glancing at you. Each time your heart skips a beat and you feel sick in your stomach. Your brain tells your heart that it is irrational and stupid, but your naïve and childish heart never listens. Each time it feels like you are dying but feel more alive than ever at the same time. When she is sad or crying, you desperately wish you could wrap your arms around her, in the most innocent way, and say everything will be okay. You are painfully aware that all this could be a distant dream and in vain, but you still keeping hoping…